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Saturday, January 03, 2004

True happiness is of a retired nature, and an enemy to pomp and noise; it arises, in the first place, from the enjoyment of one's self, and in the next from the friendship and conversation of a few select companions.
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]]Everytime I try to fly..
I fall without my wings..
I feel so small..
I guess I need you baby..
And everytime I see you in my dreams..
I see your face..
it's haunting me..
I guess I need you baby..

boo!! hahax.. its the.. 3rd day of 2004.. things seem to be alright for some.. but for others i know.. its the same old.. same old.. sigh* ohh wells. that's life isn't it?

hmm.. havent gotten the chance to actually pen down.. or rather.. type down how i feel bout this brand new year one the 1st and yesterday.. had been pretty occupied.. with matters.. that not many know of.. hm.

alright.. before i go to that.. shall just crap around a lil. ha. i found this old quiz someone asked me awhile back.. decided to post it up. ha. lemme know your answers on my notes and hm.. i'll tell yoo guys the answers! maybe it might seem kinda familiar to some cos i might have asked yoo before..

alright.. here it is.. hmm.. if yoo were trapped in the middle of the forest.. with nothing except these few items.. namely.. a camera.. directory.. some books.. atm cards.. and an umbrella.. in order to survive.. yoo'ld have to throw away these items one by one.. list according to order.. starting with the item that yoo would wanna throw first. =))

lalalaaaa. i suddenly remembered that.. that quiz came from.. mission.. or did it not? ha.. don't really remember.. hate my memory these days.. i only remember bits and pieces most of the time.. oh wells. see. i started crapping again.. -groans- man..

anyways.. was SUPPOSED to go back to school yesterday.. but i was running a temp.. and i totally felt faintish. so i didn't go. sigh* i suddenly miss stc in a way i never really thought i would.. oh wells. went back ot sleep.. and woke up bout early noon.. went to FINALLY get my ic replaced.. can only collect it on feb3rd. AHA. the interviewing officer was DAMN FUNNY. i totally got a shock. till i was in awe? hahahaha. i think i better now dicsclose it out here in the world wide web in case i get sued by singapore government.. or by ica or something.. =x

hahax.. went down town soon after.. headed down cine to buy my tix.. oh.. by the way.. did i mention that i was with my mother?.. ya. *rolls eyes. yoo got that right. hahaa.. yeahh. went to get the tix for mona lisa smile. hung around cine.. shopped.. bought 2 new tops! yayyiee. its actually the same design.. cept one's in black and the other's in white. hahax.. its plain in front and it says popstar behind.. totally wicked. lovee it ta bits. andways. that nice nice star racerback's gone.. but they've got another design. didn't like it as much. but well. will buy it another day i suppose.. hm.

ohohoh!! i saw this toga. niceee. i shall go buy it.l. its likel.. 15 bucks. alright la.. still kinda affordable for me.. nods* now my dad's happily torturing me by eating canned longans. OMG. its like my favourite.. but but BUT!! due to my DUMB sore throat and cough. i CANNOT take cold stuffs. MAN. i wish that i can recover like NOW NOW NOW! *pouts.

anyhoos. yeah. saw jiawen.. yizhen mummiee.. ness. andrea.. sean.. aaronn.. and.. poh yee? i think? hahax. i think noone really noticed me except for sean.. cos when i was going upstairs for my movie.. she was on her way down! ha.. yeah.. the movie was great. nice.. spunky characters i might say. kirsten dunst was a majorr biatchh in da movie. but oh wells. like as per normal.. like certain biatches in certain movies.. as well as in REAL LIFE. they do change for the better.. so i guess its alright? corny part was that all they ever cared about is getting married.. having children.. and taking care of their family.. things like that. seem so ancient these days.. maybe that's just part of what adds on to the laughing factor of the movoe eh? hahax..

my mum cried. i kinda teared in the end. pretty much surprised that i did so. *shrugs. ahh. whateverr. =))

hmmx.. yeah.. movie ended bout 9.. walked around a lil longer.. and yeah. went back home!! haha. my throat sucks like big time. sigh. didn't go down to monks. was kinda sad cos i badly wanted to dance. now even when i hear those songs.. i just kinda don't get the grooves anymore? freaks me out. bleah..

yeah. stayed up practically the whole night cos i couldn't sleep.. finished watching first love..oh god. that show. is . darn. right. touching. i just cried like nobody's business after i hung up with joseph.. yeah. happily they were alll eating at golden! RAHH. i was so hungry at that momentt!! grrs. lol. yeah. cried my way till 630 so i had puffy eyes this morning.. slept till bout 1 plus plus. watched my tu si nan zhi wen. haha. lee wei is like. sucha moron in that show. *shakes head. tsk tsk tskk!!

hmm.. yeah. brand new year. not in stc anymoree.. but as they say. once a theresian. always a theresian. those memories that i have in stc would stay embedded in my always. the laughters. the tears. the hardwork. everything we've done together. those relationships that have. come and go. teachers that are still overseas studying.. all those. would stay in me. =))

bmc.. would be a new start. gotta buck up. pass my o's. taking private's aint gonna be easy.. oh well. but then again. what's easy? like they always say.. life isn't a bed of roses. so i just gotta take it as it is.. live with it.. and live life to the fullest? LOL. i have absolutely no idea where those positive thoughts came from.. ha.. yeah. 9-1630 from 12th jan onwards. gee. which means. lesser time spent with pl and all.. oh well. we'll all be busy wont we! nevermind. we still can study tgt!! heh heh.

lalalaaaa. k lah. my fingers are tired. besides. i owe certain people phone calls. so i gotta go call em!! hmm. i miss. wei. dee. krys. dan. lynn. andre. lyana. aiya. everyone in 4j and 4mm. sniffs.l i hope shufie's coping there. hope melissa would cheer up!. HMM. miss.. xue bb. stead. bebe honey. maine dearie. kristle. those people i know in sj? ahaa.. yeah. miss.. kris! as in dotteh's gf. ha. sam chua? uh. daddieeee ian! uh.. aiya. those familiar faces at monks and round town! HA.. crap. k.. BUT.. i love the royales! STIL. and i always will. though we might havre drifted a lil here and there throughout these hols. but hmm.. i hope we'll get a chance for a gathering. catch up.. bonding sessions and suchs alright? *hugs. all of yoo will never be forgotten. ~~i hope i wouldnt be forgotten too.....~~

aiight. *butterflytakesflight_

now smile girl..duncha cry..cos yoo know when tmr comes..everythings gonna be alright.. -hugs-

;elysium.
10:57:00 PM